Thursday, August 28, 2008

High Holiday Spiritual Preparation in the Months of Elul and Tishrei

Sometimes, though rarely, the Jewish calendar is really easy for me to understand.  This year, the spiritual month of Elul begins on Labor Day,  Monday, September 1st.   By the next-to-the-last day, September 29, Rosh Hashanah begins in the evening.  I can easily encompass September as my month of spiritual preparation for both a New Year of Jewish life, and a little further growth into the person I want to be.   If I attend to Elul's call, I can  begin to bring my awareness to bear on how I will make the amends I need to take care of by Yom Kippur in October during the month of Tishrei.   I figure I have five and a half weeks to reflect on and repair my relationship with those around me, myself, and G-d, if I want to have the holiday feel right to me personally.  

And of course the work is never done in one short period, but the annual cycle of accounting and repair is as true as a birthday:  you take stock and celebrate what you can heal, and move on.   Our Jewish psychology is healthful:   when it comes to the work of seeking and giving forgiveness,  we needn't get it all done at once, and we get to take another crack at it each year we live.  As the Ethics of the Fathers, or Pirkei Avot, states (my paraphrase):  You are not required to complete the task, but you are not to abandon it. 
 
And just after all that deep work is over, we finish the month of Tishrei with Sukkot and Simchat Torah, two periods of celebration: of  home, food, and our Book of Books, all the while in awareness of our utter dependence on the Source of Life.  Might as well have some wine and dance.  

A very attractive book that helps an individual prepare for the high holidays is Rabbi Simon Jacobson's Sixty Days:  A Spiritual Guide to the High Holidays.   Not a stuffy book, it's laid out flat like a cookbook, spiral-bound, with sidebars and room for personal jottings, which the reader will be inspired to make as she or he mulls over bits of history, law and customs, little spiritual exercizes, and reflections on the process of inner change.  The first chapter, The Energy of Time, sets a nice tone for how we can individually immerse ourselves in the months of Elul and Tishrei for 60 days of inner awe and transformation.   Jacobson notes that only change breeds more change, and in preparing for what I hope will be an interior change, I have faith in my ability to use this book to create some change, instead of only reacting to change that Life imposes on me.   By the time of the HHD, I expect myself to have grown by the work I do now.   Although I won't glow, and  will still be me with all my stuff, I hope it'll show in small ways that let me be more truly who G-d had in mind.  

If you like the book or have some ideas to share about your HHD inner work, let us all know in this space.  
laura thor

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Review: "The Moral Status of Nazi Medicine"

"The Moral Status of Nazi Medicine" was the inaugural lecture of the Holocaust in Contemporary Bioethics Program, held during Holocaust Awareness Week on May 2, 2008 at the University of Colorado.  The program was hosted by the University's Center for Bioethics and Humanities.  The speaker, Donald W. Seldin, MD,  served as expert witness at the Dachau Trials, where he was posted as Chief of Medical Services to the US Army in 1946-48.   Dr. Seldin was also Commissioner of the National Commission for Protection of Human Subjects of Biomedical Research & Behavioral Research, from 1974-79.  

Micah member Mike Aubry was kind enough to attend and share his notes on Dr Seldin's presentation.  I found myself valuing Mike's reflections for their power to provide us with a Yom Hashoa meditation.  Mike's rich reflections are highlighted in blue.  Although it's hot July, you might find yourself musing over his ideas, which I hope I've interpreted accurately below.  Your response is welcome.   

"To inspire all health care professionals to practice with compassion, respect, and justice and to always uphold their ultimate duty to protect the patient," is the official mission statement of the Center for Bioethics & Humanities.   Dr. Seldin begins with a recounting of a physician's trial for performing liver biopsies on prisoners of the Nazis.  Forty prisoners died as a result of procedures best described as torture, with no medical benefit to the victims, and, he added, no research benefit.  Had there been a "research benefit," the issue of ethics remains, of course, because biomedical ethics insists on the informed consent of volunteers.    Values in medical ethics include:  that volunteers have autonomy, and that the hoped-for benefits of research exceed the risk of harm to volunteers.  These values  imply an unalterable highest valuing  of every individual, with no bending to cultural relativism, political correctness or "anarchic subjectivism" in which determination of the "good" lies solely in the eye of the beholder--or the ones with the power.  Here's a great question for discussion--try this at the dinner table Friday night--is:  Are there universal values?  If such "research" had provided any good outcome for medicine, would this displace the value we believe Torah instructs us to place on each human life?   

Mike invites us to remember our own primitive psychological and social roots:  

"50,000 years ago our ancestors shadowed their hands with pigment sprayed onto a cave wall; they announced that a being endowed with self-awareness and a sense of wonder had arrived.  The rules changed.  Prior to that point one might argue that the only imperative was simply to make it to tomorrow, pass on some genetic information, and destroy anything interfering with the first two goals.  After that an ABSOLUTE law kicks in.  Now, suddenly, there is something larger than oneself.   Maybe there is beauty in this larger world...the struggle with that law is what I, as a Jew and human, believe is an essential kernel to the meaning of life."

Beautifully put.  Then Mike explores the moral imperative for we Americans to do some soul-searching about own own violations of our values.  He notes that while 1940s Germany was a sophisticated culture that succumbed to a mad politician's seduction into "we're #1" thinking,  sixty-plus years later our American political climate and culture are similarly blinded to violations of our self-proclaimed status as morally superior regarding human rights.   We neither  apply our own values to the treatment of political prisoners (Guantanamo Bay) nor do we do enough soul-searching about us-vs-them-ism (Israel and the Palestinians).  

"It may be convenient to apply different standards to the stranger but it undermines our ability to do good and be good in this interconnected world....Adonai is One."

Dr. Seldin concluded his remarks with four lessons to be gained form the Holocaust, for all the world to study with humility:

1. " Support a free society.  If you are whispering secrets to your spouse in the dead of night because the streets are filled with spies (electronic or human) that are working for the "purity" of society then the rot has already become gangrenous."

2.  "Be suspicious of secret societies.  What is so secret that our government,  'for the people and by the people,' cannot share?"

3. "Be suspicious of laws that prohibit ethical dissent.  Is any law or war so sacred that it must be protected form the harsh light of dissent?"  

"Wherever they burn books they will also, in the end, burn human beings."
-Heinrich Heine (German poet and writer, 1797-1856)

4. " Be wary of brutality in any form."    "We love to voyeuristically watch our cinematic action heroes beat the information out of the bad guys...we can water-board this guy until he tells the truth.  Or, maybe he will tell us what we don't want to hear...if he tells us that we have become more corrupt than the enemy, we'll send him off to a secret prison.  that'll teach him.  Except, it is we who need to be taught.  

"The imperative of the moment can activate that part of the brain that existed...before our...heritage transformed us into something human.  Sixty-some years ago a few of us called torture "medicine" and we should never forget the lessons of that transposition or the Holocaust."  

Mike reminds us of the humility needed to heal this broken world.  We must look at ourselves as still able to sink to the lowest, most vile actions.  In 2008 we humans are not immune to what our fellows perpetrated in the 1940s.   Become human, and humane, is an ongoing endeavor.   Our reptilian brain is always with us.  But then, and more profoundly, so is God.  We must listen to that still, small voice, of dissent, of compassion, of higher calling into life.  Thanks, Mike, for taking the time to share your reflections with us. 









  






Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Here I go, inaugurating a blog to broaden Adult Ed opportunities for a)  those of us who can't get to the Temple for educational offerings because we're homebound and b) for the insomniac-midnight writers, introverts, or just folks who need another place to do our learning.   I fretted at first  about whether a blog could Destroy Human Connection As We Know It, as in, once we Blog, no one will come to any gatherings anymore.  (As if we could sing our Tefilah through a blog!)   
I think we're safe from that.  It's too much pleasure to actually see each other for any of us  to just disappear into the ether of the 'net.  

When I see the lights go on in people's eyes during a Torah study, a talk by Rabbi Morris on Sunday morning, or during Shabbat services, I know I want to hear their thoughts.  If I could invite you to post it and get some talk going, would you do that?  Maybe even anonymously, if our Blogspot account lets us do that (only your friendly AE co-chair (me) would know for sure...remember, I know how to keep a secret)?   Think of those times you wish you had time to hang out and chat about the meaning of life as interpreted through our Talmud Torah most Saturdays.  Now you can come home and get it out there, and as more of us get used to checking in, there'll be a lively exchange.  Almost as good as going for coffee.  

So here's what to do.  Let everybody you know at Micah know about our blog, and ask them to send me an email to get their email address entered in, so they can post their own ideas.  Give me your patience while I figure this tech stuff out, or shoot me an instructive email (I will not be offended! )  

This could be fun.  

Laura Thor, co-chair, Adult Education 2007-08